The Pressures of Daily Life...
Hey guys it's Sunshine here,
Have you guys ever experienced something that happened or is happening right now that, puts the stress of pressure that always seem to result in major headaches?
Well I have...
Or well i'm living it right now. Now it's time to out with an idea of how old I am... I am currently a college student... I am on my second year now and it has not been a smooth journey.
Although I am now attending college, via scholarship it was not like that in the beginning. Where I am from we have certain criteria's that need to be met, in order to be eligible to study in higher education.
In the beginning, I lacked points on just one subject that resulted in my parents having to pay a hefty amount of money to get me in school... That alone made me feel guilty and pressured, to make things worse I wasn't doing so great in my studies no matter how hard I tried... I later on realized that it could be because I wasn't happy pursuing what I did, which was a higher national diploma in Science Technology, or well the actual name of my major is Chemical Laboratory Technology.
I truly did believe I could do it, I was in fact smart enough to pull it off, but pressure got to me and I did not want all my parents' money to go to waste and I certainly did not want to disappoint them.. it was getting harder and harder everyday to the point where I had to repeat another semester..
And now I'm feeling sick to my stomach waiting for my exam results that could determine whether I would be continuing my studies or if I will be terminated.. and to tell you guys the truth... I am bloody scared. I don't want to be a disappointment they did so much for me and I can't even ace an exam...
Wish me luck?
⇴Love Sunshine ✩
Have you guys ever experienced something that happened or is happening right now that, puts the stress of pressure that always seem to result in major headaches?
Well I have...
Or well i'm living it right now. Now it's time to out with an idea of how old I am... I am currently a college student... I am on my second year now and it has not been a smooth journey.
Although I am now attending college, via scholarship it was not like that in the beginning. Where I am from we have certain criteria's that need to be met, in order to be eligible to study in higher education.
In the beginning, I lacked points on just one subject that resulted in my parents having to pay a hefty amount of money to get me in school... That alone made me feel guilty and pressured, to make things worse I wasn't doing so great in my studies no matter how hard I tried... I later on realized that it could be because I wasn't happy pursuing what I did, which was a higher national diploma in Science Technology, or well the actual name of my major is Chemical Laboratory Technology.
I truly did believe I could do it, I was in fact smart enough to pull it off, but pressure got to me and I did not want all my parents' money to go to waste and I certainly did not want to disappoint them.. it was getting harder and harder everyday to the point where I had to repeat another semester..
And now I'm feeling sick to my stomach waiting for my exam results that could determine whether I would be continuing my studies or if I will be terminated.. and to tell you guys the truth... I am bloody scared. I don't want to be a disappointment they did so much for me and I can't even ace an exam...
Wish me luck?
⇴Love Sunshine ✩
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